camp is in 3 days ... so nervous ... no more staying up til three ... no more friends ... no more dan ... no more ddr ... no more my life ... it's gonna be so screwed up when i get back ... gonna be so lost ... I DON'T WANNA GO !!!!   ... today was packing day ... we went to modells , sports authority , and TARGET ... it's so depressing havin to pack for two weeks when ur only gonna be alone and secluded from ur everyday life ... i was so sad today ... then my weird mother decides to play mario on the old nintendo ... figured we need some bonding before i leave ... she left me and went to bed at 1 30 am ... damnit ... i was all alone and eventually quit too ... owellz ... my great day ...

... can't wait til THURSDAY ... gonna be a blast ... nItRo ... hee hee

... i really don't wanna leave ... so much can happen in two weeks ... gonna miss EVERYONE ... phoebe , caroline , becky , chris , dan , alfred , kiwi , col , EVEN MY FAMILY ... y'all gotta update me when i get bac ... lol ... love u all lots and lots ... prop me on my new / "retarted" site ... hee hee ...